In the Dream House [图书] 豆瓣 Goodreads
8.5 (13 个评分) 作者: Carmen Maria Machado Graywolf Press 2019 - 11
In the Dream House is Carmen Maria Machado’s engrossing and wildly innovative account of a relationship gone bad, and a bold dissection of the mechanisms and cultural representations of psychological abuse. Tracing the full arc of a harrowing relationship with a charismatic but volatile woman, Machado struggles to make sense of how what happened to her shaped the person she was becoming.
And it’s that struggle that gives the book its original structure: each chapter is driven by its own narrative trope―the haunted house, erotica, the bildungsroman―through which Machado holds the events up to the light and examines them from different angles. She looks back at her religious adolescence, unpacks the stereotype of lesbian relationships as safe and utopian, and widens the view with essayistic explorations of the history and reality of abuse in queer relationships.
Machado’s dire narrative is leavened with her characteristic wit, playfulness, and openness to inquiry. She casts a critical eye over legal proceedings, fairy tales, Star Trek, and Disney villains, as well as iconic works of film and fiction. The result is a wrenching, riveting book that explodes our ideas about what a memoir can do and be.

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via Book Dumb。via H。怎么拖了三年半才读,好喜欢。第四章是在Carmen de los Mártires (carmen的意思是豪华的摩尔安达卢西亚风格花园庭院)看的,巧的是作者名字也是Carmen且祖辈是古巴人,这趟在西班牙看的四本都是拉美和拉美裔北美作家。
主题似乎可以一言以蔽之美国女同家暴创伤幸存者自传,但过度简化是危险的,试图概括一个人的半生也是不真诚的。
宗教狂热的青少年时期爱上牧师听起来像什么Fleabag故事,但后来意识到对方恋童,什么刻板印象地狱笑话。成年后第一次和女人谈恋爱则进入dream house:这本自传中无限回环的意象,事实上每一章的标题也都是Dream House as XYZ。房子布局物理上也是一个回环,每个房间的门通向另一间,如同永无尽头的鬼屋,只是作者本人才是那个走不出去的鬼。文中无数次提及那些心理恐怖家暴故事,忽明忽暗煤气灯,镜子和金属反射,想起《去年在马里昂巴德》,看时睡得很香但记得梦游般的无限回廊和恐怖片般乍现的镜室。

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