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出版社: 四川文艺出版社 2018 - 10
"Every summer Lin Kong returned to Goose Village to divorce his wife, Shuyu." Like a fairy tale, Ha Jin's masterful novel of love and politics begins with a formula--and like a fairy tale, Waiting uses its slight, deceptively simple framework to encompass a wide range of truths about the human heart. Lin Kong is a Chinese army doctor trapped in an arranged marriage that embarrasses and repels him. (Shuyu has country ways, a withered face, and most humiliating of all, bound feet.) Nevertheless, he's content with his tidy military life, at least until he falls in love with Manna, a nurse at his hospital. Regulations forbid an army officer to divorce without his wife's consent--until 18 years have passed, that is, after which he is free to marry again. So, year after year Lin asks his wife for his freedom, and year after year he returns from the provincial courthouse: still married, still unable to consummate his relationship with Manna. Nothing feeds love like obstacles placed in its way--right? But Jin's novel answers the question of what might have happened to Romeo and Juliet had their romance been stretched out for several decades. In the initial confusion of his chaste love affair, Lin longs for the peace and quiet of his "old rut." Then killing time becomes its own kind of rut, and in the end, he is forced to conclude that he "waited eighteen years just for the sake of waiting." There's a political allegory here, of course, but it grows naturally from these characters' hearts. Neither Lin nor Manna is especially ideological, and the tumultuous events occurring around them go mostly unnoticed. They meet during a forced military march, and have their first tender moment during an opera about a naval battle. (While the audience shouts, "Down with Japanese Imperialism!" the couple holds hands and gazes dreamily into each other's eyes.) When Lin is in Goose Village one summer, a mutual acquaintance rapes Manna; years later, the rapist appears on a TV report titled "To Get Rich Is Glorious," after having made thousands in construction. Jin resists hammering ideological ironies like these home, but totalitarianism's effects on Lin are clear.
Ha Jin himself served in the People's Liberation Army, and in fact left his native country for the U.S. only in 1985. That a non-native speaker can produce English of such translucence and power is truly remarkable--but really, his prose is the least of the miracles here. Improbably, Jin makes an unconsummated 18-year love affair loom as urgent as political terror or war, while history-changing events gain the immediacy of a domestic dilemma. Gracefully phrased, impeccably paced, Waiting is the kind of realist novel you thought was no longer being written. --Mary Park

读过 等待 🌕🌕🌕🌕🌗
突然想重读《等待》,没有太多的原因,但很意外有很多第一遍没有的感受。因为豆瓣条目消失了,也不知道是什么时候读的,短评因为没有备份也消失了。
原来我只是看到了在等待中变质的感情,最后虽然结婚了,看完是比较唏嘘的,感觉也没有很深刻的感情。
但是这一遍把很多关注放到了时代背景和女性主义视角上。
从淑玉的角度来说,早年被要求裹小脚,也是为了讨未来丈夫的欢喜,结果孔林不喜欢他的小脚,但是也并未明确表达。她一辈子操劳,丧偶式地抚养两个人的女儿(我都不明白为什么不接受这段婚姻还会生孩子),临了离婚后还为老林家添了两个儿子而高兴。她对婚姻的坚持是无声地反抗,她在孔林面前没有办法明确拒绝,只能在法官面前保持沉默。“等待”也是淑玉的等待,等一个从来没有喜欢过他的男人回归家庭。
从吴曼娜的角度,她一开始是有一首好牌的,但是在面对被两个男人选择又抛弃后只能跟定了孔林,奈何孔林又是如此懦弱。她的悲哀是生活在一个流言可畏的时代,被杨庚强奸但只能忍下来,最后流言还是无情伤害了她,她要为自己被侵犯,向名不正言不顺的男朋友孔林道歉。在经过了 18 年的等待后,终于结婚,但也因为青春不在,对孔林身边出现的年轻女子展现了强烈的嫉妒心,也对孔林开始变得不信任。生育了两个儿子后,生育损伤和养育两个儿子也进一步磨损了两个人的感情。整个故事里她是很可悲的,但她的可悲并不仅仅来源于孔林,还有整个时代和体制的限制。
近期阅读继《结婚十年》后又一本对婚姻和育儿产生恐惧的小说。哈金真是很会写的,我或许还会重读。