2022-kindle
Galatea 豆瓣
作者: Madeline Miller Ecco 2013 - 8
In Ancient Greece, a skilled marble sculptor has been blessed by a goddess who has given his masterpiece – the most beautiful woman the town has ever seen – the gift of life. Now his wife, Galatea is expected to be obedience and humility personified, but it is not long before she learns to use her beauty as a form of manipulation. In a desperate bid by her obsessive husband to keep her under control, she is locked away under the constant supervision of doctors and nurses. But with a daughter to rescue, she is determined to break free, whatever the cost...
Pygmalion's story has moved millions through the centuries, inspiring George Bernard Shaw's Pygmalion, and later the beloved musical My Fair Lady. Ecco is proud to publish Orange Prize-winning author Madeline Miller’s E-book original short story Galatea which will appear in the forthcoming anthology xo Orpheus: Fifty New Myths to be published in October. This retelling of the Pygmalion myth from the statue’s perspective is a tale that will make readers rethink how they relate to the great myths of our time.
2022年12月12日 已读
六点半醒翻完了这本小书,有点想重读Carol Ann Duffy的Pygmalion's Bride。
2022 2022-kindle 虚构
The Cost of Living 豆瓣
所属 作品: The Cost of Living
作者: Deborah Levy Hamish Hamilton 2018 - 4
A Guardian Best Book of the 21st Century
The audacious and elegiac second installment in her 'living autobiography' on writing and womanhood, from the twice-Man Booker Prize-shortlisted author of Hot Milk and Swimming Home
'Extraordinary and beautiful, suffused with wit and razor sharp insights' Financial Times
Following the acclaimed Things I Don't Want to Know, Deborah Levy returns to the subject of her life in letters. The Cost of Living reveals a writer in radical flux, considering what it means to live with value and meaning and pleasure. This perfectly crafted snapshot of a woman in the process of transformation is as distinctive, wide-ranging and original as Levy's acclaimed novels, an essential read for every Deborah Levy fan.
'Wise, subtle and ironic, Levy is a brilliant writer . . . Each sentence is a small masterpiece of clarity and poise' Telegraph
'This short, sensual, embattled memoir is not only about the painful landmarks in her life - the end of a marriage, the death of a mother - it is about what it is to be alive. I can't think of any other writer aside from Virginia Woolf who writes better about what it is to be a woman' Observer
2022年12月12日 已读
读的期间我想起来有一次和朋友坐火车,因为没票了不得已买了一等座。推着小推车的乘务员一次次经过我们,一次次询问我们需要什么。我们坐的是四人桌,前面一个男人要了一杯茶,一袋薯片。斜对面一个女孩摘下耳机要了一瓶矿泉水。需要点什么吗?不用了,谢谢。是免费的。谢谢,我知道。真的不需要什么吗?谢谢,但是不。火车驶入暮色中。不知道为什么会想起这件事,也许觉得是需要像winterized的喷泉、欧洲之星、还有大雨中延误的车以及粘在额角的树叶一样被记录。“We are shortening the past, but really it is a reactionary desire to silence knowledge.”
2022 2022-kindle 非虚构
烦人的爱 豆瓣 Goodreads
所属 作品: 烦人的爱
8.1 (31 个评分) 作者: [意]埃莱娜•费兰特 译者: 陈英 人民文学出版社 2022 - 10
《烦人的爱》(1992)是意大利作家埃莱娜•费兰特的首部作品,描述了一段充满痛楚和阴影的母女关系。

在黛莉亚四十五岁生日当天,本应该坐上火车来罗马给女儿庆祝生日的母亲阿玛利娅被人发现溺亡,身上只穿着一件精致的内衣。

黛莉亚回到故乡那不勒斯,试图查清母亲的死因。身为裁缝的母亲一辈子都被迫掩盖自己的魅力 ,以此逃避好妒的画家丈夫的体罚,却在死前留下了一箱来历不明的高档衣物。

黛莉亚对母亲的挖掘变成了一场令人心碎的记忆的救赎。她越接近母亲晚年的秘密,关于阿玛利娅的真实就如同尖锐的碎片,将黛莉亚多年来精心构建的谎言彻底击溃。她在迷乱中意识到,阿玛利娅承受的暴力,不止来自专制残忍的丈夫和兄长,抑或是在她身边徘徊多年的商人卡塞尔塔,更来自童年的自己、来自自己对母亲无法平息的占有欲望。

黛莉亚最终穿上母亲馈赠给自己的衣物,和四十年前的谎言和解。在母亲离世的海边,她将自己的证件照片涂抹成母亲的样子。对她而言,阿玛利娅从未离开,她就是阿玛利娅。
The World Keeps Ending, and the World Goes On 谷歌图书 豆瓣 Goodreads
所属 作品: The World Keeps Ending, and the World Goes On
作者: Franny Choi HarperCollins Publishers 2022 - 11
From acclaimed poet Franny Choi comes a poetry collection for the ends of worlds--past, present, and future. Choi's third book features poems about historical and impending apocalypses, alongside musings on our responsibilities to each other and visions for our collective survival.

Many have called our time dystopian. But The World Keeps Ending, and the World Goes On reminds us that apocalypse has already come in myriad ways for marginalized peoples and calls us to imagine what will persist in the aftermaths.

With lyric and tonal dexterity, these poems spin backwards and forwards in time. They look into the collective psyche of our years in the pandemic and in the throes of anti-racist uprisings, while imagining other vectors, directions, and futures. Stories of survival collide across space and time--from Korean comfort women during World War II to children wandering a museum in the future. These poems explore narrative distances and queer linearity, investigating on microscopic scales before soaring towards the universal. Throughout, Choi grapples with where the individual fits within the strange landscapes of this apocalyptic world, with its violent and many-layered histories. In the process, she imagines what togetherness--between Black and Asian and other marginalized communities, between living organisms, between children of calamity and conquest--could look like. Bringing together Choi's signature speculative imagination with even greater musicality than her previous work, The World Keeps Ending, and the World Goes On ultimately charts new paths toward hope.
2022年11月16日 已读
喜欢她如何写广阔的题材与个人、身份、历史的交融,但对相当一部分无法产生超越文字以外的情感和共鸣。作为正生活在某一种无止境状态中的人,历史和对他人来说已成为过去的现实和一些更广阔的东西变得遥不可及。痛苦的是,你的经历并没有人能够书写——你感到被遗忘。喜欢“Science Fiction Poetry”和“Unlove Poem”。
2022 2022-kindle 虚构
两种真相 豆瓣
Two Kinds of Truth 所属 作品: 两种真相
作者: [美] 迈克尔·康奈利 译者: 高希瑞 / 李杨 2020 - 5
【编辑推荐】
◆世间的真相无非两种:一种让你获得自由,一种将你永远埋葬在黑暗中。
◆美国犯罪小说教父迈克尔·康奈利经典“博斯系列”重磅新作。两起案件相互缠绕,险象环生,维护正义不是仅靠同情心就足够。比找到真相更难的,是让真相从各种利益相关的链条中突出重围。
◆康奈利是美国前总统克林顿、滚石乐队主唱米克·贾格尔、斯蒂芬·金共同推崇的小说家,被《GQ》杂志誉为“世界上最好的悬疑小说家”。 “博斯系列” 是康奈利大师级的悬疑系列,蝉联《纽约时报》畅销榜27年,被翻译成40种语言,全球销量突破7400万册,改编电视剧《博斯》豆瓣均分9.0+。
◆《时代周刊》、美国国家公共电台(NPR)、巴诺书店等多家媒体评选年度好书。
【内容简介】
离开洛杉矶后,博斯警探来到圣费尔南多警察局。一家药店的两名药剂师被杀,当地所有警力都被召集过来。博斯协助当地警察展开调查。他顺藤摸瓜,不料却触碰到了一个危险、庞大的药物滥用交易网。博斯潜入组织内部,试图挖掘这个黑色王国的骇人真相。
与此同时,博斯多年前抓获的一名杀人犯, 突然在监狱中声称自己当年是被博斯陷害入狱的,他提供了令人震惊的确凿证据。博斯百口莫辩,以前和睦相处的同事突然形同陌路,无人愿意站出来维护他的声誉。而一旦他的权威受到质疑,他之前所办的其他案件也会显得疑窦丛生。博斯必须为自己而战,既要自证清白,又要确保那位聪明的杀手继续待在监狱。
两个案子像铁丝网一样缠绕在一起。一路走来,博斯发现世界上有两种真相:一种让你自由,一种将你永远埋葬在黑暗中。
【媒体评论】
《两种真相》是一部构思精妙、逻辑缜密的悬疑小说,揭示了药品作坊和非法处方药地下交易的犯罪真相。
—— 《华盛顿时报》
康奈利笔下的博斯警探向来是个硬汉,但这部小说展现出的是他富有同情心的一面。
——《纽约时报》
再一次证明了康奈利作为故事讲述者的高超技巧。
——《每日快报》
《两种真相》情节紧凑、激动人心,是康奈利最出色、最有影响力的作品之一。
——《福斯特》
他将两条平行的叙事线拼接成一个险象环生的悬疑故事,这也为他笔下的角色增添了深度和复杂性。博斯就像他少年时代的偶像利文斯通博士一样,认为维护正义仅靠同情心是不够的,更需要行动。他的事迹在一个“黑暗而恐怖的世界”中熠熠生辉。
——《伦敦标准晚报》
2022年10月29日 已读
正常发挥吧,依然是两条线,两个案件两种矛盾。林肯律师客串,两个人短暂联手,结果最后还是“不可调和的矛盾”和“不可能正义”。翻译太差了。
2022 2022-kindle 虚构
热牛奶 豆瓣
Hot Milk 所属 作品: 热牛奶
8.1 (9 个评分) 作者: [英]德博拉·利维 译者: 李燕 2022 - 3
那天,我开车带母亲上了高速公路。
行驶了一段时间后,我把车停在路旁,将她连同轮椅一起搬出来,推到马路中间,把她留在那儿。
不远处,一辆白色卡车正朝我们驶来。
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《热牛奶》是一部奇异、梦幻、令人不安的小说。它讲述了一个二十多岁的年轻女孩的故事,她为自己平庸的生活感到羞愧,感到绝望。
她见证了母亲的期许与梦想是如何在这个对她不利的世界中随风消散的。她想要挣脱那种命运,那种确定的,可预知的生活,编织另外的故事,属于她自己的故事。
她决定为自己渴望的生活奋力一搏。
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★ 布克奖决选作品,《纽约时报》年度好书
★ “当代英语小说领域最激动人心的声音之一”德博拉·利维长篇代表作
★正如加热过头的牛奶会烫口,伤害往往也以爱的名义进行。
★一本深刻探讨亲密关系、原生家庭和个体困境的共鸣之书,大胆炙热,才华横溢
★ 真实再现当代母女关系的幽微复杂之处,无数女儿和无数母亲的共同故事
★ 对于渴望离家的女儿来说,有时母亲比海里的毒水母更令人窒息
★ 悬浮在希望和绝望之间的那样东西,我们称之为生活
★ 精美双封设计,随书附赠“悬浮生活”双色主题杯垫
★《橘子不是唯一的水果》作者珍妮特·温特森盛赞: “利维的魅力在于她的思想和表达的独特性。”
★ 只有《我的天才女友》的作者才能以同等的洞察力记录家庭中的疾病渗透和女性身份认同。——英国作家莉萨·阿皮涅西
★ 德博拉·利维探索了母亲身份这一奇异而可怕的特质,她考验了父母与孩子之间的联结,并使我们看到其行将断裂的一面。——布克奖评审委员会
★ 利维出色的想象力,她诗歌般的语言,她每天发现奇迹的方式,使这本书如此迷人。 ——《纽约时报》
★ 利维的书是一幅达利式超现实主义风景画。它以一种看似现实主义的叙事方式讲述了一对母女前往西班牙,为自己、为对方寻求治愈之道的故事。但覆盖在“现实”之上的是一部心理剧,它通过利维散文中那不可归类的、催眠般的怪异感,将小说中的人物、场景带入了表现主义、象征主义和神话的领域。 ——英国作家乔安娜·沃尔什
★ 这不是一部篇幅很长的小说,但其语言的密度不亚于诗歌语言,简单的文字中交织着丰富的意蕴。关于内心活动的一部有力的小说,利维生动的创作使人想起弗吉尼亚•伍尔夫……令人着迷。——《卫报》
2022年10月5日 已读
一个胎盘,一顶降落伞,与出生地分离的流民。
2022 2022-kindle 虚构
Cold Enough for Snow 豆瓣 Goodreads
所属 作品: Cold Enough for Snow
作者: Jessica Au Fitzcarraldo Editions 2022 - 2
A mother and daughter travel from abroad to meet in Tokyo: they walk along the canals through the autumn evenings, escape the typhoon rains, share meals in small cafes and restaurants, and visit galleries to see some of the city's most radical modern art. All the while, they talk: about the weather, horoscopes, clothes, and objects, about family, distance, and memory. But uncertainties abound. Who is really speaking here - is it only the daughter? And what is the real reason behind this elliptical, perhaps even spectral journey? At once a careful reckoning and an elegy,
questions whether any of us speak a common language, which dimensions can contain love, and what claim we have to truly know another's inner world.
Selected from more than 1,500 entries,
won the Novel Prize, a new, biennial award offered by Fitzcarraldo Editions, New Directions (US) and Giramondo (Australia), for any novel written in English that explores and expands the possibilities of the form.
2022年8月21日 已读
以和母亲的日本之旅为线,牵出生命中千丝万缕的碎片与细节;在diaspora中,却也都是锚点。
2022 2022-kindle 虚构
隐谷路 豆瓣 Goodreads
Hidden Valley Road: Inside the Mind of an American Family 所属 作品: Hidden Valley Road
9.1 (85 个评分) 作者: [美]罗伯特·科尔克 译者: 黄琪 中信出版集团 2021 - 10
一个家族希腊悲剧级的苦难
如何让家庭成员走上不同的人生旅途
被摧毁,被改变,被修复……
又如何为医学研究提供绝佳的机遇
为所有病患家庭点亮希望的微光
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一段激荡人心的医学探索
一个家庭与命运抗争的感人故事
——奥普拉•温弗瑞
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【内容简介】
在外人看来,美国科罗拉多州斯普林斯市的加尔文一家是一个完美的中产家庭:丈夫多恩热情洋溢,是一名自信满满的空军学院军官,妻子咪咪则是来自得克萨斯州一个上层家庭的大家闺秀,他们还有12个可爱的孩子。
但在这种表明的光鲜下,一股这对夫妇无法理解的力量正在涌动。短短十年间,12个孩子中的6个先后罹患严重的精神分裂症,另6个孩子则在恐惧中等待,等待自己成为下一个,等待更多痛苦和伤害的降临。在超过半个世纪的时间里,癫狂、屈辱和暴力从未饶恕过这个家庭,笼罩在这个家庭之上的也远不止自残和谋杀。基于对所有健在当事人的采访和大量医学档案资料,作者罗伯特·科尔克以饱含同情和悲悯的笔触讲述了精神分裂症吞噬这个家庭的全过程。
在承受无尽苦难的同时,这个特殊的家庭也为探寻精神分裂症的病因和治疗方法带来了一丝希望。以加尔文一家的故事为脉络,科尔克在书中梳理并穿插了过去一个世纪医学界有关精神分裂症病因的观点和争论、这种疾病治疗方法的演变、社会对精神分裂症病人及其家人的偏见和歧视。从弗洛伊德与荣格的分歧与决裂,到整整一代治疗师将病因归咎于“精神分裂症妈妈”,从理论家们抛弃疾病的概念执着于对其进行颠覆,到医学研究者抽丝剥茧寻找这种疾病的生物学原因,本书都一一做了介绍。《隐谷路》最终把注意力聚焦在几名医学研究者上,讲述了他们以这个特殊的家庭为样本,在过去数十年间为解开精神分裂症之谜做出的不懈努力,以及发现精神分裂症易感基因的曲折和突破。
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【编辑推荐】
★ 横扫几乎所有欧美著名媒体2020年度好书书单:《纽约时报》《华盛顿邮报》《华尔街日报》《波士顿环球报》《时代》《泰晤士报》……
★ 力压美国前总统奥巴马回忆录《应许之地》,位居《纽约时报》2020年度十佳图书非虚构类榜首
★ 美国前总统奥巴马2020年度最爱图书
★ 美国亚马逊2020年度最佳非虚构类图书
★ 奥普拉读书俱乐部创立25年来迄今唯一入选的非虚构类叙事作品(不含回忆录)
★ 2021年度美国笔会非虚构文学奖决选作品,2021年度安德鲁·卡内基优秀图书奖入围作品
★ 中国科学院院士、北京大学第六医院院长陆林作序推荐
★ 中南大学湘雅二医院教授、中华医学会精神医学分会主任委员李凌江,科普作家、《心外传奇》作者李清晨,中国科学院脑科学与智能技术卓越创新中心高级研究员、神经科学国家重点实验室副主任仇子龙倾力推荐
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【媒体、学者推荐】
一部叙事新闻的杰作,也是对同理心的研究。作者罗伯特·科尔克以饱含同情的笔触讲述了加尔文一家的故事,同时也梳理了医学界在诊治精神分裂症方面的科学进展。——《纽约时报》
必将成为非虚构叙事写作的经典之作。——《明尼阿波利斯明星论坛报》
一项杰出的病例研究,一部调查报道的力作。——西尔维娅·娜萨,《美丽心灵:纳什传》作者,普利策奖、美国书评人协会奖获得者
从当代科学的眼光来看,精神分裂症是遗传的易感素质与个体成长过程中各种不良经历磨合的结果。然而,要找到帮助患者解脱“心魔”的路径并消除疾病带给患者的各种折磨,从正常人的角度艰难地去感悟和理解患者那种“疯狂”的感受,有时比努力寻找致病基因更有意义。《隐谷路》对一个高发精神分裂症家庭经历的细致描述也许就是这样的一剂良药,我相信它在这方面能达到的效果会远远超出了解这种疾病本身。——李凌江,中南大学湘雅二医院教授,中华医学会精神医学分会主任委员
我在儿童医院的工作中接触过与《隐谷路》中故事类似的家庭,但这本书揭示的苦难比我既往了解到的还要深重许多倍。人类的幸福有上限,但苦难深渊的下限深不可测,永远有更惨烈的痛苦让人目不忍视。但直视这样的痛苦是征服它们的必要前提,感谢那些以无与伦比的勇气去直面和征服这些苦难的科学家和医生。那些不幸罹患如此隐疾的人不应该是被社会隔绝、被人类抛弃的怪物,而是亟待拯救的正在忍受大不幸的人。——李清晨,外科医生、科普作家,《心外传奇》作者
精神分裂症是人类现代医学史上第一种被发现与遗传因素有关的脑疾病。这本书的时代背景二十世纪也是人类社会对遗传与基因爱恨交加的世纪。从一开始对基因的无比崇拜,到纳粹灭亡后所有人都对导致疾病的遗传因素讳莫如深,现代医学对精神分裂症的研究就是在这种背景下展开的。《隐谷路》提供了一份研究精神分裂症的绝佳资料,一个被疾病困扰的大家族。在逐渐揭开精神分裂症神秘面纱的同时,医生也发现了各种药物,可以逐渐减轻精神分裂症病人的痛苦。人类也许暂时还无法治愈精神分裂症,但无数医生和科学家的孜孜探索终将使人类摆脱精神疾病的困扰。——仇子龙,中国科学院脑科学与智能技术卓越创新中心高级研究员,神经科学国家重点实验室副主任
The Garden God: A Tale of Two Boys Goodreads
The Garden God: A Tale of Two Boys
作者: Forrest Reid Valancourt Books 2007 - 7
Fifteen year old Graham Iddesleigh dreams of a past life, where he frolicked in a garden with a young Greek god. However, his dreams threaten to come to an abrupt end when his father decides to send him away to school. But what is Graham's surprise when he meets a fellow schoolboy, Harold Brocklehurst, who is the very image of the Greek god of his dreams!
Graham falls deeply in love with his new friend, and the two boys spend an unforgettable summer together -- until a heartbreaking tragedy occurs, a tragedy that will change Graham's life forever.
"The Garden God" was first published in 1905, in the wake of the Oscar Wilde trial and other scandals, and risked controversy with its undercurrents of pederastic desire. Forrest Reid dedicated the novel to his idol, Henry James, who was outraged and never spoke to Reid again. This first ever scholarly edition of the novel includes a new introduction and notes by Michael Matthew Kaylor, who dismisses the traditional view of Reid as merely a provincial novelist and argues for his inclusion among the major Uranian writers such as Pater, Wilde, and Frederick Rolfe.
2022年8月10日 已读
Peculiar and otherworldly. But the story is rather anticlimactic and the ending didn’t really resonate with me. Another escapism public-school genre book. And very short (75 pages).
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Sandel Goodreads
Sandel
作者: Angus Stewart
A love affair between a thirteen-year-old schoolboy (Tony Sandel) and a nineteen-year-old undergraduate (David), written and published at time before moral panic set in and the false dogma was established that all such relationships damaged the younger partner for life. Sandel is an evocative portrait of boarding-school and Oxbridge life and the intense, often romantic friendships that flourish there. It is also a novel of sexual awakening, whose light touch disguises the profound emotions that such friendships generate; the relationship portrayed is partly of equals and partly, as often happens, one where it is the younger partner who decides whether and how it should persist.
2022年8月9日 已读
关于道德的部分,简介说得很明白了,不再赘述。怎么描述这本书给人带来的感觉呢:灵动、鲜活、美丽,在角色之间流淌着毋庸置疑的爱,丰沛而真挚,柔韧且蓬勃。David和Tony的感情,与其说是年长者与年轻的被教导者,不如说是在放肆而热烈的爱面前,任何刻意的抽离和自我克制都是徒劳。因为爱比这世上所有哲学加在一起都复杂、深切。
-“We’re like the Otter and your sea.”
-“Coming to you is only coming home.”
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The Office of Historical Corrections 豆瓣 Goodreads
所属 作品: The Office of Historical Corrections
作者: Danielle Evans Riverhead Books 2020 - 11
Danielle Evans is widely acclaimed for her blisteringly smart voice and x-ray insights into complex human relationships. With The Office of Historical Corrections, Evans zooms in on particular moments and relationships in her characters’ lives in a way that allows them to speak to larger issues of race, culture, and history. She introduces us to Black and multiracial characters who are experiencing the universal confusions of lust and love, and getting walloped by grief—all while exploring how history haunts us, personally and collectively. Ultimately, she provokes us to think about the truths of American history—about who gets to tell them, and the cost of setting the record straight.
In “Boys Go to Jupiter,” a white college student tries to reinvent herself after a photo of her in a Confederate-flag bikini goes viral. In “Richard of York Gave Battle in Vain,” a photojournalist is forced to confront her own losses while attending an old friend’s unexpectedly dramatic wedding. And in the eye-opening title novella, a black scholar from Washington, DC, is drawn into a complex historical mystery that spans generations and puts her job, her love life, and her oldest friendship at risk.
2022年8月7日 已读
What a talented writer Danielle Evans is. She writes not only about color, race, and identity but navigating through time and space, through history and a country built on ‘historical corrections’. She writes her characters, especially her women in a way that makes you feel connected, raw, overwhelmed, and later on haunted. They are vulnerable yet powerful.
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David Blaize 豆瓣
作者: Benson, E. F.; Paterson, Craig;
2022年8月5日 已读
Boarding School书单第二本,这本比起The Hill阅读过程艰难多了。但只要坚持翻过喋喋不休的板球内容,David和Frank的关系是很动人的。抛开成书于那个年代刻意营造的homophobic,David和Frank的关系在Frank经历了越线与否的挣扎后变得非常真挚而深刻。Frank借《俄狄浦斯在科罗诺斯》向David描绘曾经鲜活而壮丽的雅典和那个逝去的时代,也正似这本书以及同类型题材试图追忆的旧日时光。我也曾在阿卡迪亚。
结尾好甜,虽然被twist吓了一跳……难道是当时这种类型书的套路吗。
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交易泰德·威廉姆斯的贼 豆瓣 谷歌图书
The Burglar Who Traded Ted Williams 所属 作品: 交易泰德·威廉姆斯的贼
7.5 (11 个评分) 作者: [美] 劳伦斯·布洛克 译者: 易萃雯 新星出版社 2011 - 9
伯尼销声匿迹了好一阵子,
哦不,应该说是改过从善的他经过一番努力,
终于让二手书店勉强达到收支平衡。
本以为日子会这么惬意的过下去,
然而他也遇到了绝大多数人都很头痛的问题--物价飞涨。
新房东发出通知房租要涨价了,
而且是原来的十多倍。
悔过自新的贼似乎只剩下一个办法,
重操旧业的第一个晚上,
伯尼就遇到了一具尸体……
2022年7月24日 已读
“本书献给……斯蒂芬·金,他想要一本关于猫的书。”——整本书不仅有猫,还有很多meta。而有了猫的伯尼,手里突然满是筹码ww
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Sleepytown: A Southern Gothic Childhood, with Codeine Goodreads
作者: Donna Tartt Harper's Magazine 1992 - 7
The ever-mysterious Donna Tartt tells us a little about her childhood in this non-fiction essay for Harper's Magazine, therefore giving us a glimpse into what created her enigma. Published during the media-blitz that surrounded The Secret History, in this essay Tartt reveals intimate details about herself in a way that she would later avoid.
2022年6月23日 已读
It's fascinating to find so many of her inspirations of The Secret History, The Little Friend (especially this book), and The Goldfinch in the short but charming essay. From Tartt's humorous, reflective, but also emotional writing, we can see how her Southern roots influenced her writing and transformed her perception of the world from a young age.
2022 2022-kindle donna tartt 非虚构
阿勒泰的角落 豆瓣
所属 作品: 阿勒泰的角落
8.8 (102 个评分) 作者: 李娟 新星出版社 2013 - 9
若无意指认那在伤感中徘徊、欲望中沉浮的生命就是我们本来的生命,那么,总还有别样干净明亮的生命,等着人去认领。
这个时代,如果还有一个地方有传说,就是阿勒泰;《阿勒泰的角落》是阿勒泰的一次绝唱。
风里来雨里去的边疆牧人、随家庭不断迁徙的动荡生涯、离春天只有二十公分的雪兔、 风沙肆掠的荒漠里喂养的金鱼……本应厚重、贫瘠、苍凉的生活,在李娟独树 一帜、灵光闪闪的笔触下,却焕发出别样的温暖、丰盈与喜悦。
全新推出典藏版《阿勒泰的角落》: 手绘双封,全景展开,全书纯质纸精致印刷,收录李娟创作的新版自序,新增16幅全面展示阿勒泰之美的摄影作品,并随书附赠四季主题手绘精装书签一套。
每次重读《阿勒泰的角落》,总能真切地看到独自站在荒野中,努力而耐心地体会着种种美感的过去的自己……漫长过程中,一点一滴贯穿其间的那种逐渐成长、逐渐宁静、逐渐睁开眼睛的平衡感,也许正是此时全部希望生活的根基与凭持吧。——李娟
2022年6月7日 已读
依仗自然的生活,是不确定中的确定。依然是熟悉的李娟,敏锐的洞察,风趣的笔触,对自然的爱与敬畏,对“活着”这件事如此郑重。“我们为什么生活?”“不是怜悯,而是祝福。”
2022 2022-kindle 非虚构
My Evil Mother: A Short Story Goodreads
My Evil Mother
作者: Margaret Atwood Amazon Original Stories 2022 - 4
Life is hard enough for a teenage girl in 1950s suburbia without having a mother who may—or may not—be a witch. A single mother at that. Sure, she fits in with her starched dresses, string of pearls, and floral aprons. Then there are the hushed and mystical consultations with neighborhood women in distress. The unsavory, mysterious plants in the flower beds. The divined warning to steer clear of a boyfriend whose fate is certainly doomed. But as the daughter of this bewitching homemaker comes of age and her mother’s claims become more and more outlandish, she begins to question everything she once took for granted.
2022年5月26日 已读
I've been reading Amy and Isabelle by Elizabeth Strout, and this one feels like an appetizer, with a twist of delicious darkness. Halfway through, I thought it was ridiculous; I teared up a little in the end. No matter what it looks like, a mother's love is always love, without conditions.
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Just Last Night 豆瓣
作者: Mhairi McFarlane William Morrow Paperbacks 2021 - 5
Eve, Justin, Susie, and Ed have been friends since they were teenagers. Now in their thirties, the four are as close as ever, Thursday pub trivia night is sacred, and Eve is still secretly in love with Ed. Maybe she should have moved on by now, but she can’t stop thinking about what could have been. And she knows Ed still thinks about it, too.
But then, in an instant, their lives are changed forever.
In the aftermath, Eve’s world is upended. As stunning secrets are revealed, she begins to wonder if she really knew her friends as well as she thought. And when someone from the past comes back into her life, Eve’s future veers in a surprising new direction...
They say every love story starts with a single moment. What if it was just last night?
2022年5月16日 已读
What I like about this book: the closeness of a gang, the loss of a friend, the trauma and agony, the wit and charm; what I hate about this book: the heroine and the hero, with almost zero chemistry and the fact that the author had to come up with a traumatic background story for the hero to explain his motives really threw my off.
2022年5月28日 评论 吐槽(剧透警告、lingua franca) - False marketing再加上错误地相信了Claire推荐,人生中宝贵的几小时浪费在了这本书上,气死了也后悔死了。 盲目相信Claire是我的问题,但这本书的marketing的确给了我high,或者说,false expectation啊! 先来看看这本书是如何marketing的。 封面标题,一辆车,一男一女分坐车的两边。读者会猜,也许是公路旅行,也许是strangers/friends to lovers。 人物下面两行字写的是: “Two best friends, one missed chance. A night that changes everything.” 我相信大部分读者看到这里,都能感觉到这个封面所有的信号都在指向(misleading)friends to lovers, probably been pining each other for years, and one night (stand, maybe) changes everything,然后也许剧情就是在写pining和两人如何处理变化的关系里走向romance的必然结局? 抱着这样的期待,再来看简介: “Eve, Justin, Susie, and Ed have been friends since they were teenagers. Now in their thirties, the four are as close as ever, Thursday pub trivia night is sacred, and Eve is still secretly in love with Ed. Maybe she should have moved on by now, but she can’t stop thinking about what could have been. And she knows Ed still thinks about it, too. But then, in an instant, their lives are changed forever. In the aftermath, Eve’s world is upended. As stunning secrets are revealed, she begins to wonder if she really knew her friends as well as she thought. And when someone from the past comes back into her life, Eve’s future veers in a surprising new direction... They say every love story starts with a single moment. What if it was just last night?” ok,很好啊,所有要素齐全了!一个联系紧密的小团体,女主角Eve秘密地爱着自己的好友(pining? 这不来了吗?),而且“can’t stop thinking about what could have been”(second chance?也许第一次没能work out,破镜重圆?)然后发生了某个剧变,他们的人生从此不一样了。紧接着是秘密被揭穿,朋友也许不是她想的那样(wow possible betrayal, so intense),然后女主角的人生展开了新篇章...... 还有那一夜,封面和简介里都反复提到的那一夜。 总之,所有的信号都显得如此promising,而作者也是作品好评度较高的高产romance作家。 What could POSSIBLY go wrong? Well, it turned out that everything went wrong, dreadfully. 【剧透警告】【剧透警告】【剧透警告】 于是我兴致勃勃看了起来。5%左右,还行,角色不讨人厌,小团体群像性格鲜明且可爱(lovable),女主对Ed的pining也初显端倪,更狗血的是,Ed还订婚了,订婚对象小团体里的其他人与女主一样都很不喜欢。 好狗血啊!可以看看! 看着看着,整个剧情乱套了...... 突然女主在小团体里关系最好也是除女主外唯一的女性Susie在家门口(你没看错,家门口)出车祸死了,女主悲痛欲绝,大受打击。紧接着Susie的哥哥从纽约飞到伦敦,他专制、冷漠、冷血,女主满脸写着讨厌。女主整理Susie的遗物发现了Susie和Ed上大学时的通信。原来女主在高中时曾经和Ed交往过,毕业后两人分居两地上大学,有一年寒假Ed突然写信和女主分手,女主觉得莫名其妙但心碎不已,从此再也没能从对Ed的渴望和未完满的爱情中走出来,一直期待着能够破镜重圆。而女主在Susie和Ed的通信发现,原来Ed在和自己交往期间睡了Susie不止一次,原来Ed是渣男,原来Susie在明知道自己一直爱着Ed的情况下还选择用这种方式伤害她,原来“她的朋友们也许不是她想的那样”的背叛桥段在这里——而到这里,本书进度条已经过了一半。是的,一本书写到一半多了,你还不清楚romance在哪里(除非你算上years of pining,呃),不仅不知道romance在哪里,你还莫名其妙地收获了一次女主的one night stand、角色死亡、女主的工作详细描述、大段大段的短信摘抄、伦敦酒吧奇遇等等。我真诚希望作者能少写再少写点的剧情。有完没完。 读到这里我其实已经看不下去了,但强迫症,翻也得翻完吧。 接下来剧情来了个一百八十度大转弯。60%左右的时候,Susie的葬礼结束了,Susie得了阿兹海默的爸爸突然失踪。Susie不讨人喜欢、阴沉的、冷漠的、寡言的、盛气凌人的、常年在纽约和家里疏于联系的律师哥哥(我居然忘了他叫什么,甚至懒得回去查一下哈哈)只好叫上女主一起去找老爸。两个人开车去了爱丁堡。好的,70%了,我才意识到真男主上线了,两个人才开始进行封面内容,很好,我已经不知道说什么好了。然后从差不多70%开始,本书终于进行了一些romance情节的展开。enemies to lovers, 傲慢与偏见(没夸张,里面有一段是两人在修道院的凉亭下避雨,作者请问这是2005傲慢与偏见吗?),女主这才发现哦原来Susie的哥哥没有记忆里和自己以为的那么讨厌啊巴拉巴拉。至于那个重要的“one night”,就是两人到达爱丁堡后在酒店分开度过的一夜。这一夜发生了啥,女主突然因为压抑悲痛而崩溃,真男主正好在这个时候打电话问女主借充电器,于是真男主安抚女主,女主为男主没有take advantage of her的绅士行为而感动。第二天女主思来想去,觉得自己是爱上男主了。温馨提示,此时进度条已80%。 难绷,真的难绷。 然后两个人顺利找到老爸,回家。到这里,95%还没完,作者还能强塞剧情,不知道是不是以为自己写了一个“神反转”啊😅 回家后女主抱着一丝希望再去拜访男主,表露自己的心意,希望两个人可以共同制造一个机会。然后女主得知原来男主性格阴暗悲观早早离开了英国去美国发展都是因为小时候常被他爸虐待,于是女主也释然了,原来都是有原因的,好可怜的男主......到这里,已经99%了。最后1%,顺利HE。 关于封面写老大的所谓的“missed chance”,你敢信,就是女主和真男主在十多年前一次对话。女主当时和Susie、Susie哥哥也就是真男主一起骑车,女主和男主在树下躲雨时有些暧昧的氛围。作者三言两语带过,我看的时候也没过脑子,因为——甚至没有写作者的工作的篇幅长啊?这本书的编辑到底在干什么? 总之。这本以后我应该是不会轻易尝试任何romance/chikc lit了。其实之前大热romance畅销书作者Emily Henry的People We Meet on Vacation我看了一点也无感,甚至觉得好俗好无聊......也许是不能relate het romance,也许是我的标准太奇葩,总之。 不吐不快,随便写一下。这本书在gr的好评如潮,我算是unpopular opinion。不过我浏览了一下两星和一星的评价,几乎和我的感觉差不多:结构松散,不知所云,进度缓慢,完全不符合预期,false marketing等等等等。大概这几个问题恰好是我们这类读者所厌倦的吧。
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The Hill 豆瓣
作者: Horace Annesley Vachell Fredonia Books 2005
2022年5月1日 已读
John近乎顽固地仰慕Desmond,为了赢得Desmond与“恶魔(the Demon)”Scaife斗争,可Desmond性格中致命的弱点与他的摇摆不定使得两人最终渐行渐远。而最终的最终,英布战争的硝烟卷走了一切。Et in Arcadia ego. (奥登信里也提到过这本诶)
2022 2022-kindle 虚构
The Dry Heart 豆瓣 Goodreads
È stato così
作者: Natalia Ginzburg 译者: Frances Frenaye New Directions 2019 - 6
Finally back in print, a frighteningly lucid feminist horror story about marriage
The Dry Heart begins and ends with the matter-of-fact pronouncement: “I shot him between the eyes.” As the tale―a plunge into the chilly waters of loneliness, desperation, and bitterness―proceeds, the narrator's murder of her flighty husband takes on a certain logical inevitability. Stripped of any preciousness or sentimentality, Natalia Ginzburg's writing here is white-hot, tempered by rage. She transforms the unhappy tale of an ordinary dull marriage into a rich psychological thriller that seems to beg the question: why don't more wives kill their husbands?
2022年4月27日 已读
一度有点蓝胡子,丈夫离家前锁上的门,门后抽屉里的左轮手枪;也很像婚姻生活版的the haunting of hill house。 她与Alberto的家正是hill house,想象与焦虑将她拖入深渊。女作家的感知力无与伦比,婚姻前后和生育中的细节,充满了或粗糙或细腻的质感,无比真实。
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Giovanni's Room 豆瓣 Goodreads
所属 作品: Giovanni's Room
作者: James Baldwin Vintage 2013 - 9
Set in the 1950s Paris of American expatriates, liaisons, and violence, a young man finds himself caught between desire and conventional morality. With a sharp, probing imagination, James Baldwin's now-classic narrative delves into the mystery of loving and creates a moving, highly controversial story of death and passion that reveals the unspoken complexities of the human heart.
2022年2月5日 已读
They thought they were going to be moored. 历史意义和文学性超越作品本身,但不得不说James Baldwin was such a magnificent storyteller。男人女人和“之间”,懦弱的、饱受折磨的,痛苦的,愤怒的,迷茫的,挣扎于身份认同,挣扎于定义与被定义——开篇惠特曼便写了:”I am the man, I suffered, I was there. “
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